today is the 2nd day of chinese new year.
this year's CNY has the least festive mood.
partly cos im still doing confinement and not doing visiting.
so sian.
still unwell..
i dunno how much longer will this sickness follow me. zzz.
hopefully things will get better as the year goes by.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all.
i only wish for good health for my three precious. =)
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Friday, January 13, 2012
HAPPY NEW YEAR! JAN 2012
so, the new year has arrived.
so has my lil girl. =D
she is so so so adorable in her miniature size.
taking care of ethan and seeing him grow has made me forgotten how small he used to be. now my lil girl has proven how much ethan has grown =)
seeing my two kids tgt is like the greatest gift of my life.
that also includes letting me meet hubs and getting tgt with him.
styms life is just so mystical.
one moment you are struggling to maintain a r/s that you thought was your future..
the next moment, bam! this other person comes into your life and you realized future could be different from how you thought it should be.
no doubt things have gone so fast for hubs and me. but we are both growing up tgt with our r/s. and im glad we are making effort for each other.
nothing else matters. seriously. i love my family so much, and im gonna give my best shot to bring up and groom my kids, and nurture this family ties. =)
so has my lil girl. =D
she is so so so adorable in her miniature size.
taking care of ethan and seeing him grow has made me forgotten how small he used to be. now my lil girl has proven how much ethan has grown =)
seeing my two kids tgt is like the greatest gift of my life.
that also includes letting me meet hubs and getting tgt with him.
styms life is just so mystical.
one moment you are struggling to maintain a r/s that you thought was your future..
the next moment, bam! this other person comes into your life and you realized future could be different from how you thought it should be.
no doubt things have gone so fast for hubs and me. but we are both growing up tgt with our r/s. and im glad we are making effort for each other.
nothing else matters. seriously. i love my family so much, and im gonna give my best shot to bring up and groom my kids, and nurture this family ties. =)
Monday, December 19, 2011
wrapping up
as titled, time to wrap up 2011.
this has been an eventful year.
from transition to become a mother. learning how to take care of ethan. going thru the heartbreaks of leaving him alone at home for work.
taking care of ethan when he is sick. when he is hospitalized.
having to juggle family, work, kid, and pregnancy.
there's just too much changes in my life.
now, the year is coming to an end.
but theres more to come.
=)
muimui is coming real soon. all the experiences would be doubled. good or bad. lol!
*
other than spiritually being very satisfied, im very satisfied materially. hahaha!
conquered my 1st kate spade, 1st chanel wallet, tiffany and co, gucci sandals, burberry nova tote, LV Speedy 25, 1st prada wallet, 1st prada bag, 1st prada clutch, 1st chanel necklace, 1st balenciaga bag.
woots!
this has been an eventful year.
from transition to become a mother. learning how to take care of ethan. going thru the heartbreaks of leaving him alone at home for work.
taking care of ethan when he is sick. when he is hospitalized.
having to juggle family, work, kid, and pregnancy.
there's just too much changes in my life.
now, the year is coming to an end.
but theres more to come.
=)
muimui is coming real soon. all the experiences would be doubled. good or bad. lol!
*
other than spiritually being very satisfied, im very satisfied materially. hahaha!
conquered my 1st kate spade, 1st chanel wallet, tiffany and co, gucci sandals, burberry nova tote, LV Speedy 25, 1st prada wallet, 1st prada bag, 1st prada clutch, 1st chanel necklace, 1st balenciaga bag.
woots!
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
FUCKING PISSED
right at this moment, I AM SUPER PISSED.
isnt it a basic courtesy to ASK when it comes to taking my things and give/lend to others.
ALREADY so many of ethan's clothes went to him.
now BOTH HIS ROCKERS.
ccb. so mui mui comes out NO NEED TO USE LAH!
knn. pls lor. they have TONNES OF MONEY and can jolly well AFFORD IT!
why need to use mine?
call me selfish.
but i want the best for my child.
even if ethan doesnt use it. mui mui can use what.
why the fuck do you NEED TO TAKE IT AWAY?
besides, we never try letting ethan use BECAUSE YOU SAID HE WOULD NOT LIKE IT.
but we NEVER TRY, NEVER KNOW!
worst of all. i think the baseline is, before taking things away from ME, ASK ME FIRST.
i already KEPT QUIET over the clothes that was given to the newborn. taking the fact that Ethan has outgrown them. BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN GIVE THEM EVERY SINGLE THING!
why doesnt it ring a bell to them that a 2nd baby is on her way to us. and instead of just using a 2nd hand pass-down from her own brother, SHE HAS TO USE 3rd hand PASS-DOWN by someone else? and RIGHTFULLY, it belongs to us!
are all rich fat ass THESE STINGY?!?
ARGH!!! ranting doesnt help at all.
i just want to CRY RIGHT NOW AT THIS MOMENT.
ARGH!
isnt it a basic courtesy to ASK when it comes to taking my things and give/lend to others.
ALREADY so many of ethan's clothes went to him.
now BOTH HIS ROCKERS.
ccb. so mui mui comes out NO NEED TO USE LAH!
knn. pls lor. they have TONNES OF MONEY and can jolly well AFFORD IT!
why need to use mine?
call me selfish.
but i want the best for my child.
even if ethan doesnt use it. mui mui can use what.
why the fuck do you NEED TO TAKE IT AWAY?
besides, we never try letting ethan use BECAUSE YOU SAID HE WOULD NOT LIKE IT.
but we NEVER TRY, NEVER KNOW!
worst of all. i think the baseline is, before taking things away from ME, ASK ME FIRST.
i already KEPT QUIET over the clothes that was given to the newborn. taking the fact that Ethan has outgrown them. BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN GIVE THEM EVERY SINGLE THING!
why doesnt it ring a bell to them that a 2nd baby is on her way to us. and instead of just using a 2nd hand pass-down from her own brother, SHE HAS TO USE 3rd hand PASS-DOWN by someone else? and RIGHTFULLY, it belongs to us!
are all rich fat ass THESE STINGY?!?
ARGH!!! ranting doesnt help at all.
i just want to CRY RIGHT NOW AT THIS MOMENT.
ARGH!
Thursday, December 1, 2011
december is HERE!
1st day of december!
this is a month of celebrations.
this wk - 1 bday party to attend.
next wk - ethan's bday party.
3rd wk - elaine's bday party.
4th wk - xmas (kiv party).
busy busy weeks.
not forgetting, mui mui is coming!! =D
i guess, the event that we are looking forward to is not only ethan's party and him turning 1. but also mui mui's arrival. =)
getting more and more uncomfortable lately. guess its cos mui mui is growing stealthily. which is something we are thankful for, and i think its all worth it. =)
ethan is growing up so well... thou styms he gets on my nerves for screaming and wailing. but he is just so cute that i just love him to bits. the way he laughs his heart out over small actions. laughs till tears come out. its really very heartwarming. im so glad and thankful that i had him. and muimui on the way. =)
this is a month of celebrations.
this wk - 1 bday party to attend.
next wk - ethan's bday party.
3rd wk - elaine's bday party.
4th wk - xmas (kiv party).
busy busy weeks.
not forgetting, mui mui is coming!! =D
i guess, the event that we are looking forward to is not only ethan's party and him turning 1. but also mui mui's arrival. =)
getting more and more uncomfortable lately. guess its cos mui mui is growing stealthily. which is something we are thankful for, and i think its all worth it. =)
ethan is growing up so well... thou styms he gets on my nerves for screaming and wailing. but he is just so cute that i just love him to bits. the way he laughs his heart out over small actions. laughs till tears come out. its really very heartwarming. im so glad and thankful that i had him. and muimui on the way. =)
Saturday, November 12, 2011
november
so fast.
its already november.
the highly-anticipated 11/11/11 @ 11:11am/pm is already over.
on a rare day like this, i must say my day SUCKS TO THE MAX.
working night shift. had F patients, F relatives, F doctors.
den spent the rest of the day sleeping. woke up, had dinner that made me puke for unknown reason. and watched a movie that i do not even know the title.
how cool is that?
*
this november isnt great.
loads of unhappy news.
loads of nonsense.
loads of unwanted feelings.
*
i love my life. i love seeing ethan crawling around. crying for me. smiles when i plays with him.
i cant imagine how happy my life would be when evangeline is born.
im tired of being pregnant.
i enjoy the moments when my darling is kicking inside me.
but im tired of all the things i cannot do because im pregnant.
all the things i have to watch out.
all the things i HOPE to see when im pregnant.
im tired.
no one seems to care that im pregnant anyway.
no one seems to give me more attention like its supposed to be anyway.
im tired of being so emotional now.
im tired of the erratic moods.
*
its already november.
the highly-anticipated 11/11/11 @ 11:11am/pm is already over.
on a rare day like this, i must say my day SUCKS TO THE MAX.
working night shift. had F patients, F relatives, F doctors.
den spent the rest of the day sleeping. woke up, had dinner that made me puke for unknown reason. and watched a movie that i do not even know the title.
how cool is that?
*
this november isnt great.
loads of unhappy news.
loads of nonsense.
loads of unwanted feelings.
*
i love my life. i love seeing ethan crawling around. crying for me. smiles when i plays with him.
i cant imagine how happy my life would be when evangeline is born.
im tired of being pregnant.
i enjoy the moments when my darling is kicking inside me.
but im tired of all the things i cannot do because im pregnant.
all the things i have to watch out.
all the things i HOPE to see when im pregnant.
im tired.
no one seems to care that im pregnant anyway.
no one seems to give me more attention like its supposed to be anyway.
im tired of being so emotional now.
im tired of the erratic moods.
*
Sunday, October 2, 2011
OCTOBER
woohoo~ its october already.
so fast... i seriously cant wait for mui mui to come out. but den again, i would probably miss being pregnant AGAIN. its a kind of mixed feelings.
some ppl say, pregnant before, should know what.
but i realized, every pregnancy is so different.
i experienced things that i do not experience when i was having ethan.
i had pains that i do not have when i had ethan.
i had alot of discomfort that i do not have when i had ethan.
likewise, i vomited so badly that i had to be admitted when i had ethan. i had gone through alot more medically when i had ethan.
all these are so different. uncomparable.
i love those times.and im still enjoying these times. =D
happy~
so fast... i seriously cant wait for mui mui to come out. but den again, i would probably miss being pregnant AGAIN. its a kind of mixed feelings.
some ppl say, pregnant before, should know what.
but i realized, every pregnancy is so different.
i experienced things that i do not experience when i was having ethan.
i had pains that i do not have when i had ethan.
i had alot of discomfort that i do not have when i had ethan.
likewise, i vomited so badly that i had to be admitted when i had ethan. i had gone through alot more medically when i had ethan.
all these are so different. uncomparable.
i love those times.and im still enjoying these times. =D
happy~
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