emotional

many things have happened within these few days. and i wasnt feeling very gd abt it.

i tot things would be easy. i tot we would work things out.
but somehow, i feel a tug.
i cant put a finger on what is it exactly about. but, i just dun feel gd about it.

perhaps i needed more care and concern more than ever. i dunno.
i feel freaking weak right now.
i really hate the emotional part of me RIGHT NOW.

can i just be selfish and stop giving for once?
i need a lot of love from my loved ones.
i dun want to be a burden. i really want this to work and last. but i'm really feeling damn helpless right now.

my eyes are hurting and i have not finished my assignment that is due at 4pm today. KILL ME PLS. haiz.