not important

when it comes to talking about FINDING lost property, NURSES suddenly became SO IMPORTANT. taking all the blame for the missing item.

since when are nurses important? WHEN THERE IS A MISTAKE OR ISSUE.
when pt is well taken care of? Dr gets the credit. tmd.

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den i feel totally left out.
i dunno why but i always feel this way.
i dun seem to be of much importance.
dun seem to matter to anyone.

i really cannot take it anymore.
i always tot is just a moment.
but these days it seems too much that i cannot take it anymore.

perhaps i shouldnt expect much.
perhaps i should just keep to myself. haiz.