so fast.
its another month now.
oh wells, as usual, life is still the same.
work. home. work. home.
din really get to meet up with friends.
all were so busy with their own lives.
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life with hubby is gd as well.
he never fails to take gd care of me.
squabble, arguments, unhappiness do happen, but we are able to sort things out, which is good. rather than just leave it hanging, and wait for time to flush it away.
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i just want to stick to my peaceful life now.
and i need no one, and nth to come and disturb my life.
when i say no one, i really meant it.
what happened in the past, lets just leave it to the past.
i really dun have much energy to go and think about it anymore.
i dun have much time to go and settle matters of the past, and i dun wish to have anything to do with it anymore.
its really great if friends are still an option to our lives. but if its really not possible, den pls just leave me alone.
i hope life is great for others as much as i hope life is gd for me as well. styms, we shouldnt be still holding on to the hatred that wasnt meant to be there at all.
styms all i ask for, is simply just be a gentleman and settle things by yourself, just like i settled the other things on my part. i really dun understand why do ppl have to be so calculative. why cant ppl just let go.
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grandma is admitted to the hospital again.
i seriously have no idea what else can i do to help her.
looking at her helpless face, every time asking when she can go home... it jus breaks my heart.
even baby feels heartache for her. haiz.
why do she have to suffer so much?
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felicia's son, dylan, is born 1month ago.
aww.. looking at him makes me look forward to ethan's delivery even more. seriously cant wait.
i just want to peacefully wait for my precious to be born into this world.
<3
bye all.
