so fast.
its already november.
the highly-anticipated 11/11/11 @ 11:11am/pm is already over.
on a rare day like this, i must say my day SUCKS TO THE MAX.
working night shift. had F patients, F relatives, F doctors.
den spent the rest of the day sleeping. woke up, had dinner that made me puke for unknown reason. and watched a movie that i do not even know the title.
how cool is that?
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this november isnt great.
loads of unhappy news.
loads of nonsense.
loads of unwanted feelings.
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i love my life. i love seeing ethan crawling around. crying for me. smiles when i plays with him.
i cant imagine how happy my life would be when evangeline is born.
im tired of being pregnant.
i enjoy the moments when my darling is kicking inside me.
but im tired of all the things i cannot do because im pregnant.
all the things i have to watch out.
all the things i HOPE to see when im pregnant.
im tired.
no one seems to care that im pregnant anyway.
no one seems to give me more attention like its supposed to be anyway.
im tired of being so emotional now.
im tired of the erratic moods.
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