Oh wells.. It's august already. So fast..
Recently mood hadn't been gd. Perhaps cos I wasn't feeling well either.. Stupid URTI that refuses to go away..ethan is starting to cough abit. I hope it has nth to do wif me. First two days critical times I have tried so hard not to stay near him..
Sometimes, some things still comes back and gives me some aches.. Its been so long... It shouldn't happen... But it still does...
I yearn to let things go... But memories just refuses to do so.. Its perhaps not as easy as we thought.
借一句戏剧里说过的话：如果人的记忆可以像电脑一样一次format掉那该有多好。
现在的我，不敢对任何人说任何事。因为我害怕再次受到伤害。当我真心对待人的时候，我并不奢望他们会同样的对我。但起码不要做出伤害我的事。
Too many things happened over the past 1mth. One thing that is for sure, was I had never been angry with her. All that filled me, was sadness and disappointment. I wudnt dreamt that she would treat me as friends now, but I wish her all e best. It takes alot of courage to go down this path. I'm still trying. Hope she ll have her happiness too.
Despite all these, I'm glad that I have hubby with me. I'm glad that he is so understanding, so reasonable to let me throw tantrum at him, and so loving to me. I may not have the richest hubby in terms of money. I may not have what other girls had. But I definitely have e best hubby with the richest love for me.:))
