ultimate stress

for so many modules so far, this ethics paper is the ONE paper that has given me so much stress. i really hoped for the best. even if not a distinction, at least a pass PLEASE. =S and if i successfully pass this module, i would have been left with ONE LAST MODULE! while others pursuit their advanced dip, i went for my degree. i thought i couldn't make it when there were so many life changes in my life...and even delayed my degree taking... always thought that taking it slowly is fine.. but and now, im teeny weeny happy that i am even closer to completing my degree...! how i wished i was more daring to take 2 mods at a time like the others even with all these changes in life!! nevertheless, i will persevere on! even thou i have not graduated, the thought of the processes that i went through to even start my degree is heartwrenching. and i really hope that i would be able to graduate successfully. =) and now, while going through my degree, i have another decision that comes along in my mind. i wondered if i should go for the advanced dip.... too many things happened. too many sarcasm.. too many constraints. should i still go ahead with it? i really wonder.. i have no idea why, but im still unsure. been repeating my decision and rationale like umpteen times to ppl. but im still unable to fully convince myself to go for it determinedly. what should i do? who can advise me? haiz. oh! and i didnt mentioned. back to work. it really feels good. felt like life is in more control. but i hate it when i dun have much time or energy to spend time with the kids. seriously guilty of that. =S