Monday, December 19, 2011

wrapping up

as titled, time to wrap up 2011.
this has been an eventful year.
from transition to become a mother. learning how to take care of ethan. going thru the heartbreaks of leaving him alone at home for work.
taking care of ethan when he is sick. when he is hospitalized.
having to juggle family, work, kid, and pregnancy.
there's just too much changes in my life.

now, the year is coming to an end.
but theres more to come.
=)

muimui is coming real soon. all the experiences would be doubled. good or bad. lol!

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other than spiritually being very satisfied, im very satisfied materially. hahaha!

conquered my 1st kate spade, 1st chanel wallet, tiffany and co, gucci sandals, burberry nova tote, LV Speedy 25, 1st prada wallet, 1st prada bag, 1st prada clutch, 1st chanel necklace, 1st balenciaga bag.
woots!

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

FUCKING PISSED

right at this moment, I AM SUPER PISSED.
isnt it a basic courtesy to ASK when it comes to taking my things and give/lend to others.
ALREADY so many of ethan's clothes went to him.
now BOTH HIS ROCKERS.
ccb. so mui mui comes out NO NEED TO USE LAH!

knn. pls lor. they have TONNES OF MONEY and can jolly well AFFORD IT!
why need to use mine?

call me selfish.
but i want the best for my child.
even if ethan doesnt use it. mui mui can use what.
why the fuck do you NEED TO TAKE IT AWAY?

besides, we never try letting ethan use BECAUSE YOU SAID HE WOULD NOT LIKE IT.
but we NEVER TRY, NEVER KNOW!

worst of all. i think the baseline is, before taking things away from ME, ASK ME FIRST.
i already KEPT QUIET over the clothes that was given to the newborn. taking the fact that Ethan has outgrown them. BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN GIVE THEM EVERY SINGLE THING!
why doesnt it ring a bell to them that a 2nd baby is on her way to us. and instead of just using a 2nd hand pass-down from her own brother, SHE HAS TO USE 3rd hand PASS-DOWN by someone else? and RIGHTFULLY, it belongs to us!

are all rich fat ass THESE STINGY?!?

ARGH!!! ranting doesnt help at all.
i just want to CRY RIGHT NOW AT THIS MOMENT.

ARGH!

Thursday, December 1, 2011

december is HERE!

1st day of december!

this is a month of celebrations.
this wk - 1 bday party to attend.
next wk - ethan's bday party.
3rd wk - elaine's bday party.
4th wk - xmas (kiv party).

busy busy weeks.
not forgetting, mui mui is coming!! =D
i guess, the event that we are looking forward to is not only ethan's party and him turning 1. but also mui mui's arrival. =)

getting more and more uncomfortable lately. guess its cos mui mui is growing stealthily. which is something we are thankful for, and i think its all worth it. =)

ethan is growing up so well... thou styms he gets on my nerves for screaming and wailing. but he is just so cute that i just love him to bits. the way he laughs his heart out over small actions. laughs till tears come out. its really very heartwarming. im so glad and thankful that i had him. and muimui on the way. =)