january

so fast, we are into 2011. in less than a month, chinese new year is approaching.
i couldnt believe how much life has progressed so far.
how much difference are there in my life.
i find satisfaction in taking care of my own kid. jus not enough, to make me stop working i guess. afterall, we need to bring the bacon in to give my son a better life.

looking at ethan makes me realised how much i have missed out, how much i have to do to make sure we have enough.
its hard for me to change overnight, but i am trying, and i will. i will make things work out, and even better for US.

i love my family. =)