*blow*

*blow away the dust*

ok. been some time since i last blogged.
dun haf time.
dun haf access to comp at ease.

baby has been REAL sick last week.
spent my day offs all looking after him. but its all worth it. =)
im glad he has recovered now, and strong. =D

alot of things has been going on.
alot of planning.
alot of worries.
alot of what-need-to-be-done stuffs.
too much.

im not backing out becos of all these.
im just looking at how things could have become if we rushed into it and im really afraid.
i dun wan things to turn ugly.
i dun wan to lose the happy things that i have now.
and yet i was looking forward to the day.

haiz. what should i do?
im really, lost in between all these..
i really dunno what to do.