bad bad health

its been bad health. really bad health for me this year.
i never tot i would be admitted twice a year. tmd.

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somehow, alot of things like to happen all tgt. but i believe im strong enough to handle.
i will face it all as it comes.
afterall, without bearing hopes, there wouldnt be much disappointment.
even thou this time rd the expected may not be given to me, but im ready to face it.

somehow, with all these, i hope to just have a more peaceful last year of work den off i go.
more than ever ready to leave this place.

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the hospital stay is so heartwarming. everyday without fail, my darlings took the trouble to come to my ward and cheer me up. sit by my side and pei me. joke ard and make me luffs.
they made the stay more bearable than ever. =)

THANKS ALL who came. =D loves u guys loads.

not forgetting, my baby darling boy who stayed by my side without fail, worrying for me when im so ill... happy for me when im better... the fun and luffs that he brought into my life.. no words can describe my feelings. i thank god for sending him into my life. making me know how much someone can love me.. and how much i can love someone..

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and of cos, to darling veron, wanyi and sushan, their care and concern were of no less. and it meant equally impt to me. didnt want to trouble them to come all the way down to see me.
<3

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