another hurdle to cross

ytd was the glums.

started the day at work where returns issues became a problem, and the problem just blow out of hand, when the colour gave it all away.

can't stand the boss, can't stand the way that baboon pinpoints my mistakes like it was life threatening and worse, to the whole freaking department.

work was shit, till afternoon came and i did despatching work so not in office, won't see that dongalonkong shit face. hah!

lunch with baby girl turned sour when she found out i hid things from her.
felt so terribly bad about the incident.
but as sweet as she always is, she just threw in the sugar and things went sweet after that.
bought her yami yoghurt and gawd, her face of everlasting beams.. :))
sent her to the lobby of her workplace thereafter, and wished her good day, the moo-ish way! <3

after work it poured like everlasting curtains.
drenched when i hit school, and looked like a total mess then.
school was a bummer, as the lecturer turned pms-like, and started teaching the lesson proper when school's due to end in 20 mins.
everyone was like.. WTF.. epic.

after school was so much better.
had a good YUMS supper of porridge, macaroni and wu xiang with bestie and baby girl.
walked behind my baby moo, and hugged her tightly, but i eneded up noticing her tears, her pain, her helplessness.
whatever she felt then shot through me, yet i had to keep it within me as bestie was present and i couldn't bring it up to talk.
all i could do was stand by her, hold her hand and give her encouragements and supports.

baby moo biked me home after that, and she broke down in my arms.
she cried and cried, tears cascading free flow down onto my shoulders.
my heart totally smashed, as she continued to tear, yet i could only stroke her hair and hug her.
she then explained everything that transpired and how the talk with her friend went.
i could understand the loneliness she was going through, while she keeps pinning the blame on herself.
i encouraged her, and told her some ways friends can still come back with each other.
i would give anything in the world to see her smile again, even if it needs me to see less of her, so she can spend time with her friends whom she care and cherish for deeply.

even if the whole world turns their back on her, i wouldn't.
cos she means the world to me. <3
i just want her to be happy. that's all i ask for. :))

she biked home after that, and seeing her go zoom, i suddenly felt lonely.
but i knew i would be seeing her for lunch today!
so...... its gonna be another nice lunchtime with baby moo!!

the day ended...with another hurdle to cross. ~~